“I happen to see the world a little different. sometimes it sparkles, sometimes it’s dark and mysterious. either way, i’m going to enjoy it.”
Ashley B. Hawthorn
My favorite scenes tend to involve the activities described here — though My curiosity has few real limits. I love discovering new kinks, exploring obscure fetishes, and creating fantasies that exceed what either of us imagined alone.
Bring Me your ideas — the hidden ones, the ones that make you blush to say out loud. Let's build something extraordinary together.
All new applicants are interviewed before their first session. I only engage in activities I find appropriate for each individual, and every experience is shaped accordingly.
Each experience with Me is not just an encounter but a journey, a carefully crafted exploration of power dynamics and playful pleasures. I thrive on the anticipation, building upon each encounter, leading subs deeper into their desires. I work best when I have a sense of what you crave and creative freedom to design an experience best fitted to your interests, goals or the dynamic itself. This will be different from person to person, therefore the approach I take with each individual will be varied and tailored to their needs. I enjoy recurring, cohesive sessions that build upon each other. This may include a custom training program or working with a particular activity you want to explore more deeply, possibly expanding limits or reframing your thoughts around old limiting beliefs.
CORPORAL, IMPACT PLAY & SPANKING: Surrender to My collection of impact tools — floggers, paddles, canes, crops, or simply My small yet aggressively firm hand for an OTK spanking, a personal favorite. Impact play is an extraordinarily thrilling union of pleasure and pain. I find deep satisfaction in watching you transcend your limits and trust Me to take you deeper into your pleasure through impact. There is nothing quite like the sounds a body makes when it finally lets go.
CBT OR BALL BUSTING: This is where I love to play. I bring genuine creativity and sadistic skill to every CBT session — tying, edging, slapping, clamping, squeezing, teasing, and tormenting with equal delight. Let Me tie you from wrist to cock and see how still you can stay while I torment your precious manhood. I am constantly stocking the studio with new toys to push the limits further. Want to be leashed, weighted, and tested? Or perhaps you are brave enough to request the ultimate ball busting session — testing your strength against these strong, flexible legs as I bring you to your knees with one swift kick or a slow, deliberate build of intensity. Either way, you will not forget it.
BONDAGE & RESTRAINT: Explore the singular satisfaction of being rendered completely helpless. I use cuffs, rope, and more to bind you tightly — tied to My cross, My table, My bench, or in positions you never anticipated. My love of rope work weaves its way through many of My scenes. There is something extraordinary about the sensation of rope being wrapped, tied, knotted, and pulled taut against skin. For those who want to go further, experience full mummification — wrapped head to toe and fully encased, entirely at My mercy.
CONFINEMENT: Experience extended confinement and overnight scenes. Be held captive for as long as I desire — tied, caged, confined, and kept until I decide to release you. If surrendering your full night to My control is the fantasy, this is where it lives. Both The Lavender Vault and The Aviary are equipped for extended confinement scenes, with exclusive overnight confinement equipment at The Aviary in Harrisburg.
FULL SLUT TRAINING · STRAPS & SLUTS: This is My favorite form of power exchange — the ultimate expression of feminine dominance. Submit your full body to a petite and powerful Goddess as I bend you over or strap you down and teach you precisely what it means to be a perfect little slut for Me. I'll press every right button until you are moaning, whimpering, and begging for more, transformed into the creature you were always meant to be. I love this type of session because it allows Me to exert My power across a full range of intensity levels, drawing out your ultimate submission in whatever way pleases Me most.
TIE, TEASE & EDGE TRAINING: Few things bring Me as much delight as watching you squirm. Tied tight, teased relentlessly, edged until desperation bleeds into every sound you make — then denied. I crave those helpless whimpers, moans, and groans. Using every means of pleasurable torture at My disposal, I will have you begging for the glimmer of sweet release — then take it away again. This is patience as power. You will leave utterly undone.
FOOT FETISHES: I adore having My feet worshipped, massaged, and admired. The feel of a devoted tongue between My toes sends shivers of pleasure through Me. But nothing rivals the rush of dominating you with My feet — pressing them against your face, watching your expression, seeing exactly how much you can take. I crave attention for My tiny, perfect toes. Want them stinky? I will make it happen. Sweaty gym socks? I will send them your way. I am a foot play enthusiast in every sense, and I love every aspect of it.
LEG AND FOOT WORSHIP: Why stop there? My beautiful, muscular legs deserve to be pampered with affection, worshipped, and adored. Sensual, graceful, and powerful — you will spend considerable time imagining what it feels like to have them wrapped around you, squeezing. But you may never know more than the exquisite privilege of touching them. My petite feet love to be kissed or playfully pushed into your face — in hose, socks, or bare. Shoes, boots, and heels are My favorite ways to be spoiled, and then to spoil you with the gift of watching Me wear them as you kiss the soles I walk upon.
TRAMPLING AND SMOTHERING: Imagine being captive beneath Me, unable to escape. That is just a taste of what trampling or smothering under My beautiful body feels like. For trampling, lie still as playful athleticism meets skilled dominance. With safety and precision as My foundation, I use studio equipment — overhead bars for stability, a trample board — to artfully stamp My feet across your body, walk along you deliberately, or dangle My feet in your face in a way that is entirely, uniquely Me. For smothering, experience the remarkable sensation of being sat upon by a Goddess — the weight of My divine presence pressing down on you. Perhaps you long to be smothered and worship this perfect body as I take your breath away. Maybe I cuff your hands to My smother box and let you wonder whether I will grant you escape.
MEDICAL PLAY: There is something intoxicating about the unique vulnerability that the examination room creates. When I put on My lab coat, something shifts in the air, and I enjoy every moment of your discomfort and curiosity. Submit to My thorough exam. Watch My face light up as I introduce you to sensations unlike anything you have experienced elsewhere. The limits of comfort, pleasure, and sensation explored in ways most people never dare to discover.
WET & WILD PLAY: Feel the powerful intimacy of being claimed. The powerful warm rush of you ying beneath Me as I mark you as entirely Mine; feel it, bathe in it, or taste every delicious drop of golden excitement. An anointment for some and an act of humility for others, this remains a favorite when explored within agreed boundaries. There is nothing quite like belonging to someone completely. A shower stall and possibility awaits, perhaps water torture is an interest to explore.
SPLOSHING AND FOOD PLAY: Let's get absolutely filthy. Sploshing — Wet & Messy play — transforms your fantasies of degrading, delicious chaos into vivid reality. A whipped cream pie smashed into your face, pudding poured overhead, or an elaborate humiliation role play that ends with you thoroughly covered and grinning. Playful, degrading, messy, and unlike anything else. A specialty of a very creative Creatrix.
OBJECTIFICATION, EXHIBITIONISM AND PUBLIC PLAY: Shall I display you? Do you desire to be My object — My mindless, purposeful thing? A table, a chair, a statue fixed in the corner of the room? Objectification is a delightful kink that brings a particular kind of creativity to a scene. If I want you to be a lamp, you will be My lamp — and you will be grateful for the assignment. Going deeper, perhaps you are My object to parade and show off, to use in a public scene to be ridiculed, admired, or devoured by hungry eyes. Join Me at an evening or a multi-day event as My servant and My toy — possibilities become endless with you attached to a leash at My side. Note: elaborate public scenes are performed exclusively in kink-friendly spaces.
DOMESTIC SERVICE, MAID TRAINING AND FLR IMMERSION - for the true service subs there are always chores and ways to serve. Find your place as My dutiful servant or Maid. Clean, tend and tidy My Dungeon to My specifications. Learn the honor, privilege and purpose that comes with being a true servant to a Goddess. Dress as My butler, My sissy maid or My chauffeur and provide the ultimate care for your Mistress. Small to big task available for those who simply desire to enrich My life and make the little things easier. At the Aviary, dive even deeper. Experience a full day as an FLR service sub including preparing of meals, taking care of the house and allowing Me to be pampered in luxury not lifting a finger. When all the chores are done, we play and then I lock you away until the morning.
DINNER DATES & DOMINATION: Desire something a little different? Take things away from the dungeon for Dinner and Domination or propose anther interesting date. Here we can engage in some more casual time with some discreet and dominating edge. Think kinky banter that makes you blush, a hidden cage, an order to perform a discreet task, hold My items and experience an FLR style date with a little kinky edge thrown in, maybe even ending in the dungeon.
HUMILIATION: From making fun of your tiny pecker, entertaining Me with stupid tricks, or getting you to do something downright filth – humiliation runs a range in kink play and I like to indulge in it playfully and fully. You will be compelled to dive deeper the more I laugh and the further I verbally push all your buttons. From mocking to degrading I learn the specifics of your humiliation fetish and weave them into the session where I enjoy it most.
SENSATION PLAY & SENSORY DEPRIVATION: Let Me dance a spin a web around your senses, using touch, sound, sights and more to send you mind and body is to a spiral of feelings as I manipulating each one to My liking. Indulge in deprivation where I remove each sense until you are transformed into a subspace void captive and anticipating the vibrational change in the room as I tease and torment your body in its heightened state.
CHASTITY & DEVOTION: Do you desire to learn what it truly means to be controlled? Nothing pleases Me more than knowing your devotion is locked away and dedicated entirely to Me. Let Me design your chastity journey — a slow, deliberate path of submission shaped by My dominance and tailored specifically to you. Be comforted knowing that a powerful Goddess holds the key to your release.
CROSS DRESSING, FEMINIZATION, AND SISSIFICATION: It’s time to transform you into the woman you are inside, or at least the one I want you to be. This type of fetish can have you taking on any number of roles: Maybe you are a manly submissive who must be forced to be a woman for My pleasure, turned into My Doll to pay with, a trapped shy girl inside needing to come out of hiding, or the slutty bimbo who needs to face who she really is. Dressing you up and putting you into a female version of yourself can produce a range of emotions from completely freeing to totally humiliating and I enjoy it all.
ROLEPLAY: Its no surprise I enjoy the different hats and roles that can be created through BDSM experiences. Roleplay taps into My creative uses and lets My unique talents shine. The hight of My Creatirix style shines in these roles and the scenes I create. I’ve been a teacher, a warden, a cheerleader, a lunch lady and many things in-between. These sessions often being the most memorable and fun to recall. Taking a simple idea or theme and creating an elaborate fantasy scene for My subs is My favorite way to stretch My own skills. Bring a character, premise or idea to Me and let Me work My magic.
MOMMY DOMME & ABDL: Playing the role of the Mother in BDSM scenes comes naturally to Me when it fits with the right submissive. I find a lot of enjoyment with many aspects of this fetish, all within My own unique style. Whether this is as a discerning disciplinarian, Humiliating Mommy or a nurturing kinky caretaker I enjoy taking on this role with those engaging in consensual and negotiated adult age-play including diaper and little space.
PUPPY, PET AND PONY PLAY: Be My pet! Dig into your animal persona with Me and explore the world of pet play. Whether you are My naughty mischievous puppy or My regal pony this is a kink that is always fun to work with. Together we can even create a training program, further immersion and goals for acquiring more gear to become your new life as My pet.
SWEAT & YOGA FETISHES: Yoga is a part of My life and a part of My kinks. Are you completely desperate to taste, feel or smell all the powerful sweat I produce from a yoga class? Request a session where I incorporate My used yoga clothes to turn you in to My little yoga sweat slut desperate for every drop. Be My drying rack or be smothered under My sweaty yoga leggings or underwear. Maybe it’s not the sweat but the leggings, the poses, being forced to do yoga while a leather clad Mistress shouts commands and beats you into your place. When your yoga fetish is kinky, I get creative.
CUCKOLDING TRAINING: Available Virtually and for very select in-person clients) Teasing and tormenting a little cuck is something I delight in. Seeing you desperate for what you can’t have turns Me on. Let Me use the arousal from your denial to fuel My hedonism. Perhaps you will withstand the cuckold training long enough for Me to throw you in a chair and show you up close what a real lover can do. By the end of your training with Me, you will forever be the cuck you were destined to be.
WOMEN: Feel the comfort of submitting to woman who is both the nurturing soul and dominating leader you crave. Explore your limits with a strong Dominatrix who can guide you towards a better you. My work with women is extremely powerful as I can take you to a place you may have never been before, My journey as a dominant began with women and that is where I shine in extraordinary ways. I can read your body and your energy and provide the safety for you to soar into submission and held gently as you land.
COUPLES: I work with couples to deepen their connection and relationships, to share new ways to explore and encourage sexual growth in their dynamic. This can be explored in many ways including exploring cuckold themes with no additional males involved.
TPE FITNESS BASED DOMINATION: If you are looking to improve your fitness discipline through motivation by a strong fit Domme, request FitDom training with Me. We will work together to create a fitness program to push your goals using your submission to Me as an integral element of your training. Together we can design a total power exchange style program or by accountability to Me along with funishments/punishments to enforce disciple and push you further. We will use your submission and devotion to Me as a means transform your lifestyle onto a healthy path. From simple structure to extreme fitness control, I will create something bespoke to your needs. This can be done online or in the Lavender Vault where we will utilize much of the fitness equipment available in the studio.
The following offers incorporate My love of health and fitness into your submission and devotion to Me. While not traditional BDSM sessions the following offers are for those looking to use our dynamics in their fitness regime. By using devotion and obedience within our Dynamic you can leverage that as motivation to improve your health and body.
YOGA CLASSES: As a certified yoga teacher I also offer private yoga classes for submissives and female Dominants. In addition to the many benefits of a yoga practice, these power vinyasa classes are designed to train your body to be stronger and more flexible in BDSM activities, balance and ignite sexual and emotional energy through chakra work, and deepen your acceptance of your submissive self or female dominance.